The ultimate moodswing trigger

Yesterday was a hell day for me coz that's the day that we get to meet our cursed professor, the ex-Pinoy porn actor, plus a closet gay. (I won't mention his name though)

As far as I am concerned, classes in our University was suspended due to the rally being held in our school. But still, this prof of ours held classes, and he even gave us head-cracking looong exams. x_x Well, guess what? I got the score of 10 over 120 items. And that's really new to me.

After the class, the whole campus was covered with people participating the rally. Me and some of my friends had a hard time accessing the main gate in order to escape the crowd. So we decided to use our school's hidden exits (usually accessed when cutting classes) lol and it was a hell!

So, I'm finally home. And I'm still bothered by my clogged nose. Since morning I was suffering from having a hard time breathing. I can't use our nebulizer coz there are still some parts that we need to buy. Since my dad's still in his office, and I don't have the money to buy one. Actually, until now I am breathing using my mouth coz my nose is completely busted. The problem is, my throat's running dry.. Poor me. T_T

So, that goes for the introduction. And now, for the ultimate part:

When I got home, I texted my significant other to tell him that I have reached home safely. Honestly speaking, I was guilty because the day before, he got a little mad at me because I wasn't texting him for updates on my whereabouts. We talked about the damn rally, then he texted my something and I know it wasn't meant for me. (although I know to whom the message was). I was a bit sad coz after all that has happened to us, and everything I've done for him, still, he's always concerned about "his other girl." Yes, call me stupid, but I love him, and I am still hoping that he'd change.. I know he's trying his best. We already settled issues regarding the third party, and actually, the 'other girl' and I are friends now. But I can't avoid getting jealous towards her.

I waited for almost half a year to talk to my man, heart to heart. But I guess he's too busy to spare a little time for my little request. Yes, we may look okay when we're together, but the real deal is that I am avoiding getting in an argument with him, because I know it would not be good for him and his work as well. Because everytime we had arguments, he becomes completely useless in almost everything. Of course I don't want him to be like that, so...

I choose to shut up and eat up my whole pride just to give way for him. He has always been so special to me since he's my bf for five years now.

There was a time that we fought about him, lurking on his ex-gf's blog. And that was a week after we fight about the third party. My mind is open that he is trying his very best to change, but I can't avoid having second thoughts on him because he kept on lying to me. Well, let's re-phrase that: he kept on not telling me things I should know.

I can still remember the time when he told me "I wasn't telling you that I am lurking on her blog, because I HAVE NOTHING TO TELL YOU." Yes, that's a big ouch. BIG OUCH. When I talked to his 'other girl,' she knew everything about him lurking on his ex's blog. And she was surprised that I don't know a single thing...

This is all bull.....

Daddeh's finally home!!!

After more than a week from a trip in Germany and Singapore, my dad's finally back home! It may not be that long, but for us, a week is long enough for us to realize how much we love our dad. Since birth, we we're never apart from each other. I guess that's the 'family bond' that Filipinos are all fond of.

He brought us tons and tons of German chocolates (not to mention tons of his stories)! I just find it weird, there was this chocolate with coconut (or niyog in tagalog), well, I'm pretty much aware or orange chocolates and chocolates with strawberry, but there was also this chocolate with... herb... x_x i wonder what it would taste like. I'm just wondering, but I don't have any plans on chekin it out. lol

I just noticed that his lips were covered in wounds. Said they ripped their lips when they're laughing. The temperature in Germany reached -2, and the folks had a hard time coping up with the changes in weather (coz Philippines is a tropical country). I told him that he should at least bought a lip balm or something just to
moisten up their lips. But my dad said no, they just wanted to find out whether they could last long against what they were suffering from. Crazy folks, at the same time, amusing.

I somewhat envy my dad. I've always wanted to go to other places, especially across the globe. I wanna experience the adventure, the thrill and of course, the fun of traveling.

I never rode a plane, nor a ship. The farthest place I've been to was Dagupan (a 5-hour bus ride from Manila). The Philippines has more than seven thousand islands, and I haven't been in other island than Luzon (obviously where I live). I wanna go to Mindoro, Camiguin, Boracay, Davao, Bicol, etc. and of course I've always wanted to go to London, Japan, US of A, Canada, Australia, Russia, the middle east, and even Antartica.

Well, 22 years of planning/wanting/wishing/hoping, but... uhm... I still can't see a clear future of me being in one of those places... *sigh*

Anyway, we're so glad that daddy's finally back home! ^_^;

Got a little hangover from doing nothing lately...

Aahh... Hello everyone! I'm quite new in this blogging thingy, and I'm quite speechless about anything because I got no idea on what to say... really! lol

I got so bored... I just finished a school project, and I'm not used in spending much time in doing nothing. Come to think of it, its hard doing nothing coz you'll never know when you'll be done. lol

Our school sucks. Our dean sucks more. And everyone else. Wish I could graduate the moment I blink my eyes, so that I could finally escape from that dump site.

University of Makati (our school) is the place where intelligent people rest... Well, looks like I got too much rest now, I'm sick of it.

I'm on my third year now, taking up Digital Arts and Animation is my major. Actually, something's strange is happening coz I feel like I'm not doing anything on becoming the next digital graphic artist. All we're focusing on in school is studying rotten philosophers and how their philosophy contradicts one another. Damn it makes me sleepy... I'm not the kind of person that has the thing on history, nor philosophy, nor bedtime stories.

Argh! I just wanna get away from all of these. I wanna get goin'! I wanna do something that people will surely notice me! I want people to like me! My name be written on Guiness, my name be heard until forever! DX

And oh, I also wanna be so damn rich, that I could pay the government to stop being corrupt.

I'm not Evan Baxter, but I wanna change the world.